rouisukie

我的2012年2月14日

2012-02-15T12:22:00.000-08:00

2011年的今天，我很想约你出来，不过我不知道我应该要用什么身份约你，所以我没约你。
不过今年的，我开口了，很谢谢你肯陪我，我还是不知道用什么身份去霸占你的时间，真的很谢谢你，遗憾的是我能给你看到的就这么少，那天的你很美，很美，虽然这2年跟你相处的日子很少，根本没约过你出来，我还是没那个理由去约你，不过我很想就这样简单地看到你笑，就这样简单。
我一切都来得太迟，我太迟发觉我是真的喜欢你，我太迟陪你在21岁之前做应该做的事情，现在能在你需要我的时候出现在你面前真的很好，跟你一起谈天，跟你一起变幼稚，跟你说很多很多废话，能写的可能就只这么多吧，今年以前也没有单独出来过，今年里让我最开心的就是情人节，我跟你在海滩散步了3个小时，我把我真正的心情都说了出来，很舒服，我很舍不得你，那晚不用担心我会想太多，其实那晚我想问的只有一个问题，chris是不是你说的另外一个date？如果是的话那天你可以跟他出去的，至于我cancel date就好，我不会伤心的，只是看到你病了，我不想要你出去太迟，晚上你应该好好休息的，等你病好了你想改天再出去一整天也不迟啊。我应该猜得到你生日时也是他约了你是吧？
其实如果你现在有喜欢的对象的话你可以真的去试一下的，你跟我说你以前有喜欢过振泉，不过你就是害怕而错过了，每人的心灵都不一样，要的东西也很不一样，所以你不可以把他们都认为成会绑住你的人，责任感是出自于心灵的，如果你害怕失去了自由，那你想想看你现在的朋友有多少人是为了想当你男朋友才接近你的？如果你从来没有跟别人说过你不要有男女朋友关系，有多少人会委屈自己依然存有一线希望而在努力着追求你？喜欢一个人的责任就是只对一个喜欢你的人好，你的付出是值得的，而不是你对很多喜欢你的人好，而结局只有不停地在烦。我不想你会第二次错过振泉那样的好男生，多人追其实很好，更好的是你可以从他们其中一个找到你喜欢的，至于以后的大小事就不要先顾虑，长命问题长命愁，就好象投资，不要因为要赚太远的钱而忽略了眼前的机会。理想伴侣不可能一定会被你找到，能让你慢下脚步，彼此喜欢对方而改变那样才是理想的伴侣，你缺少的就是一份安全感，没有人会喜欢孤独寂寞的，只是习惯了，才会逃避幸福催眠自己孤独可以办得到更多的事。你是好女生，你会吸引很多想要保护你的男生，如果不喜欢他们的话，不要拖着他们，也不要给他们希望，这样的话现在或许会很平常，久而久之结局会让你更内疚，你袮补不了他们那么多人对你的好，那时你又再要烦了，人生没多少次机会可以让你遇到像振泉的男生，就好象你跟我说的cashflow game, opportunity 不会在现实生活里出现那么多次，一旦没了机会，就好象你的ex跟你分手，你永远跑不出rat race, 你错过了振泉，你再逃避的话，可能就会面临破产了，而且破产是一辈子的。我不懂我还能喜欢你多久，我不懂还能关心你多久，不过有我在你身边的时候，我不会让你倒下，我会好像在海边一样，无论海滩有多难走，我会把你背起来，我不会让螃蟹接近你，我会驼背点让你靠，直到远离你想离开的地方，再把你放下。你也不必担心我，我比你想象得坚强，不要辜负了我对你花了那么多时间跟你说过的那些话。你说你一旦爱上了一个人就会什么事也不用做了，对啊，爱上一个人就是这样的，所以有很多事情都只适合跟喜欢的人去做，跟喜欢的人去分享，有天找到了喜欢的人就疯狂地接受一次，不管路有多难走，只要彼此信任，坚持，你会知道你没有后悔过的那感觉是多么的好。我不会缠着你很久的，你也不需要为我烦太多，我没有任何目的的，总有天我一定会离开你，希望你可以找到真正喜欢的人，爱上对的人，你的内心是我看过最可爱的一个人了，不可以让她消失掉知道吗～希望你幸福。

我的初恋陈美婷

2011-12-30T14:39:00.000-08:00

半夜了，我一醒来就睡不去，4年前我们开始的那一刻浮现在我脑海中，我开了门，看到你出现在我眼前，我想不到那一刻会是一个错误的开始。。
喜欢你5年了，我们一起坐巴士去逛街，一起谈天说地，你的朋友喜欢上我而你不知所措，我们在篮球场见面，一直到彼此默默喜欢上对方，开始交往，一直到分手。
我尝试过爱别的女生，以为会把你忘，掉尝试过逼自己不去承认很爱你，不过我越陷越深，不但伤害了其他女生，还伤害了你，以前我懦弱，我没勇气，我害怕给不了你幸福，所以我自私，我霸道，我只靠我自己的想法，我一直都以为我很懂你，知道你要什么，所以我当初会跟你分开，甚至把别的女生当救生圈，不明不白地跟她交往了快一年，而我却变得一塌糊涂，过后终于撑不住跟她分手了，我单身了快2年了，自己也很模糊。
前3个月又再次跟你联络，我真的很吓到，不过我想不到要怎么开口跟你讲话，跟你通很多次电话，看得出你变了很多，你逼着自己成长，所有事物都看得很开，你越这样，我越过意不去，因为是我让你学会了坚强，我真的不会解释我自己的心情，我以为我不像其他男生那样，我比较特别，我会很保护喜欢的人，不过看来我也是跟其他男生没两样，偏偏一旦喜欢上了一个人就永远忘不掉，永远希望以前的感觉会回来，活在记忆里面，我就是懦弱的烂男生。
一直到最近你突然消失，是你在心情稳定时决定一次过把我放下吗？如果是这样的话我可以接受，我不懂你是不是已经看得很开，已经不懂要怎样了，不过不管你在未来会变得怎样，我会以朋友的身份撑着你祝福你，希望你能活出真实自己，不要再遇到像我这种的男生，我也不会那么懦弱了，如果有人问我爱过的人是谁，初恋是谁，陈美婷，我会承认是你，我会记得我爱过你，我会活得很好，我现在有一个很喜欢很喜欢的女生，虽然不懂喜欢她能撑多久，所以如果有一天你读到了，不需要担心我，我已经变得很坚强了。

friendship

2011-04-07T11:08:00.000-07:00

eugene: i cant blif i have to send my message to u in here so surreptitiously, all about is, since last time, i know we wont be sticking together like we had before in the future, i guess now the moment had reached, all the best in life dude, and if you now with eling already going together, treat her nice. best wishes.

wrong

2011-04-07T10:54:00.000-07:00

eling: i know things had changed, you were right, u gained more than u lost, i would like to give you my bless, if u and eugene really going on together, wish u both bliss to the end, all the best to you.

to others that i had seriously broke your heart, first of all, sorry. i hope that all of you heard my sincere apology. i really dun meant to hurt u ppl.. cos.. i want to be serious in this time, its either now or never. sorry. 很多人都骂我说，为了一棵树放弃整座森林，为什么不要试一下接受别人？还是为了一棵得不到树。我知道我在做什么，对不起，初恋过后我从来没在感情里认真过，我这次真的想认真的为我喜欢的人付出多一点，我宁愿从来没有拥有过你们的爱，至少我们还有朋友做，也许我会很狠心，不过你们很快就会察觉到我真的不配拥有你们的好。

2010-10-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

being enlighten by a person who view the world in his own, despite how bad the environment was, he are able to control the environment and motivate himself without needing any motivation from other person, 就是不知道，所以要去做，要去明白，要会去做，你们不会了，就放着当了算。

31 july 2010

2010-07-30T11:29:00.000-07:00

4月过后，已经3个月过去了，发生了好多事情，可是就是不值得去挂念的，因为都只有我一个会回头看，可是没有一个人会向后面看，都在前进。去年的今天，我做了一个错的决定，记得我都一直在前进，我没有任何后悔，接受束博的我向着我选择的错路。
直到我清醒时，我回不去了，发现到原来一个错的决定带来的后果，是那么可怕的，我变得害怕，没有选择目标的勇气，也没勇气去开始，我知道我的情况，所以我开始制造，背着良心和蒙着面纱画从身边一段制造出来快乐的记忆，可是，不知不觉，我又遇到了我的她，她是一个在我制造出记忆的时候出现了，真，纯，甜，思，让我回到了一个拥有目标的世界，一个天枰座的世界，最然不大想用星座去解释，可是星座就是那么真。一个天枰男，真的很难当，面对外面的世界总都蒙着面纱，天枰都要公平，只要一方比较重，就要蒙着一切想办法把轻的另一方加重，直到到达平线为止，只有在平线时，才会画下句点，露出真实的一面，所以，在我试着找平衡点的时候，她的出现，把那感觉带来了，我乱了脚步，没了方向，所以我一直出错，又要做一个新的决定，每当看到她都会乱了脚步，那抓莫不定的感觉，毁了我不应该被看到的一面，我输习惯了，所以我不要输，我输习惯了，所以我知道怎样输，我输习惯了，所以我会讨厌会让我输的因素。这局，我输了，因为我曾经爱错了人，所以我讨厌我自己。

如果我不再是我的话，会有人想起以前的我吗？不会。因为我连真心朋友都没有一个的人，是不会逗留在一个人的记忆力太久的，我不会理我到底有没有朋友，我不会理你们到底表面上对我有多客气，我不会理我喜欢的人有多不喜欢我，只要我找到我能让我的天枰到达平线。
我不懂要怎样，我真的不懂，我能做的就是守护者她，我真的爱上她了，不过我不适合她，他会有很多很多的追求者，我不应该再多一脚了吧，到最后我还是跟了她说了我喜欢她，她那种女生应该是很认真的，希望我在刚认识不久就告诉她我喜欢她，她会觉得我不是真心的吧，只要她对我没兴趣，也许我会比较快死心。这种爱很恐怖，完全融入了我的脑海里，我偶尔也会在班上看她，她就是会散发出她内心的那一个我喜欢的类型，我很想保护她，真的很想保护她，不过我太烂了，我不是个好人，我还是不懂我做的决定是不是对的，我对她做了一些我在她心中会degrade的事，这样也许会比较好一点，对她我真的没办法做出任何心理战，我很紧张，跟他说话我会很紧张啦..................

18th june 2010

2010-06-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

im so long din write any words in my blog. i got a confession, i think im really attracted by the kit-kat girl (kate cat girl). she's just, b4 today i thought that she's just a classmate to me, but ... i wish i hadn't get to know her, after a gathering party,i went to that kate's hostel to gamble, talking with the gangs for whole night at her hostel, i found out that she's so different from her outside,but why? i never see a girl wearing a mask and acts so perfectly, y she's defending herself so strong ? the one live inside her were so ... so nice... so purely cute.... i just never see that coming, i think alot when i drive them back, she slept in my car after breakfast, she's just too fragile inside.. what makes this girl like this? before today i thought that she's just a cute classmate, and after today, for hell i found out that i... since the first day i met her, i , i always like her... im just lost... what am i gonna do now...... im blank in front of the computer.... y am i so .. y i not brave enough to know her at the first place? i.. y am i still being in a relationship with ling hui last time.. shit..i... i really lost now.. im just too .. too playboy. shit im a jerk..... im gonna freaking eat alot now, im gonna eat like my last meal now..

july 34rd till now~ oct 4th 09

2009-10-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

wa~ it's been ages since the last post~ harlo~~~ miss me ?? haha.. chattin with eling now~ her pics very the nice lo!!! wa~~ very very cantik~ haha.. ahem ahem~ back to me~ err.. my home comp spoil till nw din repair yet.. so terpaksa go cc on9 d la~ haha.. holiday ends ~ now the 2nd sem cumin.... still scare of need to retake lo!!!! 1 subjct RM80!! whoo~~ if i go F6 won't be so huan lo d ~ anyway~ keep raining nia~ damn lo.. ytd mooncake festival pun rain! wan go sor sor pun can't~ passed holiday with boring ~~~ haih~ tomolo class 10.30 or 11.30 i oso 4get d~ every time after holiday the 1st day of school will be the happiest for not boring anymore but also nightmares for wake up early~ lol...

3rd july 09

2009-07-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

many happened recently, ive lost my swarovski, sadddddddddddddddddddddddddd.................... and .. i started a new relationship with ling hui..... she's too kind.. i couldn't resist her.. hope that i can last long this time. ^^..

28th june 09

2009-06-28T05:29:00.000-07:00

Haih~ anyway.. M7 is quite a boring class with tones of smart ppls, they seems not so friendly leh.. when i try to reach a girl to ask for some notes, she turn her back on me!! WTF? come on leh... mai zho wa eh friend ma no nid lytat... giv face abit ma.. zzz today is quite a interesting day to me, i can see everyone is wearing a mask .. is this the first stage of friends that just get knowing each other? so so unreal, and the funny part is.. everyone is offering helps willingly like driver or buying things, hm.. i see hw long can u ppl act to care and those relying on each other for benefits... it's interesting while u can observe from behind and knowing what comes next. haha.. and i can see some future couple among them, erm... duno their names.... haiz.. change to m7 so many days d still feel like cant blend into them.. whatever.. care not..

18th june 09

2009-06-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

2day i woke at 7:15a.m. in the morning, so tired, and I hav 2 fetch Hui 2 coll. I'm on d bike ,when i was riding, i had forgotten how fast am i while my mind was thinking just to reach the coll earlier and coincidentally, her shoe 'rub'ed other cars. Ermm... about 4 times lo..... with 4 different cars.. woohoo, felt very very sorry ! paiseh ma~ i promise will be more careful next time..=) Lecturer class end at 10.30a.m, while waiting for the next class at 1.30p.m. we all went to gurney for lunch, woohoooo.. "Karly Shickengg Rice" (curry chicken rice) 1st time CURRY chicken rice with white SOUP. I eat ka very tulan... Zzzz.. early early know i should follow Eling eat sushi king...
Dunno who is the 1 that wrote Hui project, my BM have a C5 in SPM i could manage to spot out the spelling error and the word that used with a wrong meaning,if same group with me sure he or she kena 99, used my 4 hours to complete her work.. ko bo any reward eh...

12th june 09

2009-06-12T09:06:00.000-07:00

firstly, i have to wish today Bday princess ( Khai Ling ) all the best and may on some diet to reduce her cheek eh lemak ... i'm going to start from wednesday ( 10th june ). After college, we went to DKA for music society meeting, wait for a 30 min sweating at outside cos the PA system at DKA was down, after that , we a bunch go for a lunch, hahaha, i ate chicken chop.. really chicken chop ... just chicken , fries, sum vegetable.. tat's all for a chicken chop, lame leh!!! After that, i lead Brian to farlim pasar malam. That night, Eeling, me, Brian, vern, Venny, Li Ming, and Lin Hui went to pasar malam. Whoa.. Brian and Eeling was soo crazy on japanese food/food... they was like .. '' Oh, this 1 chubby lo.. take a look.. then wallet out , pay! '' keng.. and Vern ( Eeling cute cousin ) very admire her eye lo.. haha.. she's so innocence'ly following Eeling the whole 'journey' like tied up with Eeling already hang around seeking for nice food. Venny bought herself 3 sports pants for her basketball sport, she totally have a lao ah ee style, we laugh non-stop when she choosing her pants '' got sum pics i lazy to upload '' haha.. After she bought , ''I'm SO REGRET'''' lol.. cos other stall sell more suitable pants than the stall that she bought from, haih, then, we stop by a curry mee stall and start to 'sut' every food that we bought ( actually just Eeling and Brian nia ) . After eating, the closk was 11 pass 7, then i fetch Lin Hui back lo, and lead Brian to Union cos he duno how to go back ~ lol... and the next day , i force myself to wake up at 8 a.m. to go college.. i'm so so so tired.. and surprisingly, Eeling din slp the whole night and she told me she was talking with her cousin the whole night.. and talking about us!!!
At night, we went to Khai Ling house celebrate her Bday party, i just stick awhile nia.. when go in, everyone was .. 'TAI LOU !! TAI LOU!!!!!!!! TAI LOU!!!!!!!!!!!!'' lol... and they always wan me to eat nia... after eat, walau~ gonna pay eh... RM7.. kau lat~ That day, due to so many reason, i had passed ''zhui ti loh'' 4 times, very exhausted!! Back home.. i straight KO, lie down .. sleep!! and i found out that cat girl name kate.. cute cat face with cute cat name.. she has a pair of beautiful eyes =D owh.... y am i thinking about her so much ?????

8th june 2009

2009-06-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

Ytd.. 7th june 09, choir performance at dsp, KARWENNNN!!! haha.. Gwen was in arioso team, her group boyzz very lousy lo.... can't really heard their voice at the down of the stage.. Dolyce team had won that night, they're awsome... (cos they don have male teammate at their group, make their group can perfectly sang with a sharp and clear tune ) Although arioso team had lose, but, nice work gwen~ hope can still u on the stage nxt year..

Erm, that's me .. haha.. doing some stupid but cool stuff at the VIP section.. xD

THIS!!! kek si wa!!! this was my supper at northam beach . after the performance, me, zk, eugene, seong, Ivan, and gwen went there. RM16.80~ Si beh GuI loo !!! but long long time once nvm lah.. 4get it lah.. haha... we went back at 12 a.m. sumthin. The next day ... i fat 2 kilo! Zzz...

26th may 09 ( tues )

2009-05-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

i stepped into M7 today, and wow.. a girl with a cat face attracted me good. real good.. she's so cute !!

23rd may 09

2009-05-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

'cheese' hsiang~ xD. Ytd at gp nando's.. he's gonna fly to UTAR .. hmm.. wish him everything the best~ xD.. sad he's gonna leave`

from the left : wei lun , wei lymm, me, cheese siang and sam

Guess wat~ meet them at gurney~ and we're at coffee island~ from left : jia yuh, eeling and su su ..

mickey, Gim seong and i stick at there with beer till 3a.m. wakaka

last day of orientation~ 22nd may 09 T.T

2009-05-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

2day is the last day of orientation week, VERY SAD TO LEAVE THE TEAM !!!!! t_t T_T'' T_To

Start from the sport competition, tarik tali lose 2 match and win 2 match... and the 2 match we won by opponent disqualify .. Zz....

And Today sketch final stage competition.. my image look like this... i will act a role be 'tai lou' means head of a group of gangster.. haha.. yeng nia~

Unfortunately , our group had lost.. we're at the 3rd place, and 1st and 2nd places just can win nia. we lose to the 2nd place team by 0.3 marks.. walau ~ ''beh song nia'' but i'm already very proud of the whole team effort and our team spirits .. we ate the prizes that we won from telematch competition and we drank cola and a bottle of carlsberg beer b4 we left the last moment.. kindda started to love them already when wanna leave.. (sighs) gam tong ~ T_T...... college ROCKZ!!!!!!!!

( my singlet so low inside this pic~ ) Anyway~ this two pretty girl , at the left.. named Banana, actual name: Mei Hui. At the right.. Coconut, actual name: Jia Hui. they were my girl inside the sketch performance, Coconout and banana is the name i address them.. 2 of them very shy and kindda funny quite ..

Got more other pic that cannot upload inside here >.< .. so .. just can say sorry to the palz.. xD wahahahaha.....

20th may 09

2009-05-20T03:07:00.000-07:00

College start 18th may , very fun ... orientation week had divide freshmans into 2 large groups, one is freshmans that take business studies group called 'SBS' and another one group called 'SOT' which freshmens that study EE course and so on .. i'm in SBS, many many games such as telematch, sketch, sport competition to let SBS and SOT challenge each other and the winner group take the final victory.. SBS divided into 20 small group, i'm in the 4th, SOT also divide into 20 small group too.Ytd played telematch , bo water games due to parents complain last year... sien.. so, today is the 3rd day on orientation week , AND AND AND!!!! Today , sketch competition!!!! our group had won !!! and successfully proceed to the final stage ... wahahaha .. at least din waste my efford and 2 hour lesson on learning ''SEXY DANCINGZZZ'' yesterday at my leader house... Bcos partly is everyone dance together.. ( Can't believe i danced ... and very ugly ... i believe i'll be famous after that) my role is a BOSS, a boss of a group of gangster... wahhaa.. That time onwards, all my group teammates call me 'dai lou', Zzz..

12th april 09 ( Recolour my TaTToO )

2009-05-12T01:13:00.000-07:00

These are TaTToO accessories and tools ... the needle not very long nia ma.. 13cm oni... and the gun ... xD

< Can differenciate out the difference ??

After recolour, ko ka yeng ki ~ xD.... ( but, now it bengkak and started to gatai d )

march 03 2009 ( PasT )

2009-05-08T21:49:00.000-07:00

Looks like i'm the last 1 that upload this trip, anyway, just roughly pass it , march 3th 09, KL GENTING trip with cp, hj and jnce.. 4 days 3 nite.

Anyway, i've no idea what the hell problem is happening at my blog , when i upload pic it just corroupted my words and all my pic.. So i've no way but to upload them together... without elaborate..

i just say about the last day lah... We play until 3 p.m. and go pizza hut eat, and we also went back penang on that day due to some problems.. Anyway, happy ~ ^^ but hope to have some better trip lar next time ~

9th may 09

2009-05-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

2day went to pacific wanna bincang about zk Bday stuff with Mei Yeek and Yong eh ~ Mana tau so soay both of them not at there when i go .. Then ~ i go shopping bought myself 2 ps2 games and 10 piece of empty CD for burn songs~ then back home play game awhile.. meanwhile Amy sms me , she looks like vert frustrated about her stuff and wan me accompanie her go 4 supper.. we went to ''Dong Hai An'' kopitiam near Permata there sut. SUDDENLY~ Joc sms me `wanna buy shoes?` hmm... i know bo mi ho seh d~ then i predicted the reason!!! because she bought a pair of NIKE sport shoes too expensive d .. RM189... her mom told her to sold to other ppl.. Just now she join the supper, and brought down the shoe let me c kok .. she's selling RM170, the shoe quite nice luu ...but i don have that much cash~ just can say sorry to her la ya~ If selling RM1.70 i'll give triple of the money.. hahaha~ xP. We eat ka 11.30 then cau d~

PasT (21th Feb 09)

2009-05-06T21:37:00.001-07:00

(PasT) 21th Feb 09, Ah Tin Bday ~~~~ ( one of the promoter at shoes department at Pacific ) that time i'm still working there.. ^^ .. We're having so much fun !! hahaha~ curry, balacan chicken, bee hun and lo bak ..( kindda weird those foods serve at ppl Bday )But~ duh~ happy tiok enough ... xD... Tin receive a waist bag from us.. haha ( expensive wan leh ) And at last ... the berry wine~ and i wanna open it .. ( cos never open a wine in my life b4 ) because the cork too tight .. then i ma shake lo.. then the cork loosen the wine suddenly burst out and the wine boom ka all my white working shirt kena .. hahaha.. and everyone don wanna drink .. why ??? ( because when the wine burst i use my mouth to suck it )Everyone was 'wwooooooooo' at me ..... T~T ... 1st time open wine leh~ apa nak blame pulak ??? hahaha... because our breaking time just 1 hour.. we rush rush eat then went back liao~ wakakaka~ this day will buried inside my memory ... xD

May 5th 2009

2009-05-04T23:40:00.000-07:00

Good Morning~ ~ ~ wake up at 2:16 p.m. hahaha.... so .. gonna continue my story ya~ hmm.. my bike WAVE 125 ... lost balance ... disc brake losen.. top speed menjadi 100km/hr like EX5 ... why ??? bercause i lended to my father 1 month and 4 days ... short moment nia my god WAVE 125 became sampah EX5 ... whatever~ yesterday went to Mr.POT sit approximitly 3 hours......

( Y his face so weird eh ).. we order a bucket of carlsberg ( empat batang ).. a a fish and chip for me ... the fish okok ... and the chips like shit .. like harden ki liao eh.. i eat till so kan kor~

I put the lemon that suppose to be with fish and chips eh into the beer... wahahaha ... feels geli when drank...

A Hot Chocolate ..... this is the best ...

'Shit' and 'Shower' chicken rice~ tasteless mia~ 1o marks out of 100 ... Zzz....

We sit there crapping about our latest life and problems~ haiz ... two 'gu du nan ren' sitting there without gal accompanie... sia sui~

This is the receipt ... RM63.69... hahaha

At last... picture time!!! wakaka.. but wonder where is he looking at ~

We sit ka 4:42a.m. then i drive him go TAR College sor sor~ SOR KA RAIN!!!! bo huat liao.. then i use 'zhui ti loh' ( a name of a moutain road ).. walaau~ scary nia.. at night bo road lamp eh~

I reach home at 5:07.. and .......... sleep till 2:16p.m. the next day~ haha

4th may 09

2009-05-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

Haih... 1st time so unwillingly write my blog , i gotta apologize to Amy , my home got some homies problem gotta settle up first so i ppk'ed her, wish her happy on the 'fare-well' la~ lolz..

A HALF PIECE of tiger plaster for pain relief ... heong leh~

My kakak helped stick that thing on my neck .... dunno is she stupid dunno how to stick or i dump dunno how to told her~ she stick 3 times ka succeded.. haih~ the 'kor ieok' oso lost it's stickness d ~ haha... but don fall can d ... wow.. mickey ki siao d .... at this 1.20 a.m. wan me accompanie him go walk walk .. continue blog later... at here 1st .. wakaka

april 30th

2009-04-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

At the very end of april, i went to gurney at 10.30p.m. with mickey, haha, go play initial D and para para.. meet tiok Jeff, he show off tiao he got initial D stage 5 card to me and say stage 3 already out-dated liao.. Zzz... and dare to challenge me this 'retire race king' Haha..... so i ma let him choose a road and race 1 round with him at stage 3 lor..... Ahaha.. i won wor... lolx... ( predicted ) but he's good too, hiam hiam lose him ... after that we watch ''The Uninvited''.. wah.. nice~

Haiz.. same same lor .. scary like hell... it's not ghost movie, just dome kindda horror movie... lazy to elaborate out the shit .. watch it la... very keng ~ ^^o

Emily Browning as Anna, primary cast inside the movie, she's so hot and sweetz~ i admire her eyes and her lips .. xD

But sadly, she's the one that bring up the sad story in the movie .. (sighs)

After the movie, we went to 'Ku Kuan Na Kak' drink kopi .. haha.. and went to opposite sunrise Mc.Donald eh burger stall eat burger watch ppl racing, but so soay~ police cum kacau... we stay till 3 a.m. then I bring mickey to my old house that i stay there before i moved about 9 years ago at tg.bungah somewhere Jalan Concord there... sor ka 4 a.m. in the morning lo .... haha.. i wanna take pic with him that we 1st time stay till so 'early' but he refuse to take with me .. say what at this time scared to take pic.. i think scared can take tiok ghost eh face ... so i ma sendiri take lo... ''say cheese'' .. then snap.. ^^o ~ and i take a pic on our bike too.. xD

When i reach home it's 4.30 morning, haz..... after wash face then sleep ... =D

X-MEN ORIGINES : WOLVERINE

2009-04-29T06:43:00.000-07:00

Today i went to prangin, watch X-MEN ORIGINES : WOLVERINE , it's a nice movie , Hugh Jackman so muscular and his body so nice, look at this~

After the movie, i went to sega paly games.. and i saw jimmy and rong hong them playing rock fever 3 .. Ahaha.. and i play Time Crisis, then suddenly got a girl like my age came by and be the 2nd player, 1st time i not really concern on my result, but chapter by chapter , she always won me !! then i oso pia tiao make my result better.. die d go change token and continue again~ At last !!!!!!!!! i still lose ~ Zzz.... mostly that game i never approach until the game end, i've use 5 token on that game, which means RM2.50 , and she only use 3 token ... T_T .... really gou sau lai~ our total result placed on the 7th inside the machine ... Then , i pun went back home liao , when i pass by komtar bridge and saw her again.. haha... it's fate~ xD.. lol~

An interesting

2009-04-28T10:41:00.000-07:00

I've forgotten when izzit.. that day i was having my lunch at prangil mall 3rd floor, i drank 'kopi o' , suddenly, a mosquito fly fly fly and stop beside my dish, funny thing was it won't fly away even i blow it, and i wanna slap it liao, but, that time i so sien, then i crazy enuf sitting there start to figure out why ...

I try to drop a drop of my 'kopi o' beside it, wonder it's thirsty, few seconds later... it fly by and pusing few round on the kopi, AMAZINGLY, it drank the kopi o !!!! 1st word appear on my brain ( DAMN~!!! ) Without hesitate, i pull out my hp and snap down this cute scene ... lucky i din't kill it ~ xD
If can i wish to have it as my pet lo, wakakaka ...

3 movies day~ 25th april 2009

2009-04-25T10:42:00.000-07:00

2day went to prangin mall watch movie, because everyone oso busy, so i have to go watch alone.. T~T ..

Today dunno y so interested on ghost movie .. and my fren gave a compliment on it , so i give it a shot "COMING SOON"a thai horror movie, this movie talk about a director is trying to make a movie based on a true story from a village ''A woman named 'chabu' went crazy because of her own child died in a fire and dig every children eye out on her village and take them as her own child and locked inside her house'' . When the director was taping the villager hang up the actor that play 'chabu' role, he is not ok with the scene the girl hanged, that girl get scolded, and that girl request for a last chance from the director, then, the tape continue.. but this time, she had accidentally hang herself because of the safety rope had off from her shirt, and everyone tot she's just acting, and that girl died, and her soul came back and kill everyone who had watched that flim...

That time cinema was full of girls and they shout ka ..... more realistic than the actor inside the movie.. haha.. and of course .. i scared till turn so small like a mickey mouse ki ...><

After that, yew chun called me, ask me wheather wan go watch movie at gurney onot , and i joined him.. haha.. wa si siao liao ~~ we've watch "MAKE IT HAPPEN". A young woman from a small town in Indiana who moves to Chicago with dreams of entering the Chicago School of Music and Dance. But after rejection and a series of misfortunes, she finds herself working in a burlesque club. The club proves to be a place of conflict and self-discovery, helping Lauryn to realise that even though plans may change, dreams never do.

Dunno y yew chun so admire dancing movie~ Zzz...

The movie ends 10.40p.m. , and we still beh kam buan ko, go buy another movie ticket at 11.20 p.m. ''PAUL BLART : MALL COP''

Paul Blart is a single, fat dad was a security officer at a New Jersey mall. He takes very seriously on his job. One day, his mall get hit by terrorist and his daughter, friends and his love one were hostaged and he's trying his own best and use what had he learn from his training school to against the terrorist and save the day . This flim was funny.. Paul Blart (kevin james) just like western Sammo Hong Kam Pou, he could made some fantastic action that a normal fat dude can't do .

The movie end at 12.55a.m. and straight fetch yew chun back liao, i reached home at 1.10a.m. ahahaha... ( what a day )

18th april 09

2009-04-19T03:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday whole day so sien, then went to prangin mall, when grab my bike key go to downstairs.. DAMN~ why my parking lot empty eh ??? so kin jeong call to my father ( i tot my bike was stolen ) and very fortunately, MY FATHER DRIVE KI!!!!! ( without my permission ) ERGHH!!! terpaksa tiao back home korek sylling and take rapid go .... Zzz....

I've bought 13 DVD movie RM 55, 2 PS2 games RM 13, a complete series of an animation cartoon RM31, and a PC game that jamie request me to buy for her RM5, haha... RM100 just fly so easily .. T~T . After that i visited jun (my fren) at parkson, tat time parkson air-con system was temporally down...hot ka ...... and jun pick up a argue with her BD again...haiz... headache of them ... later after 1 month sure they will recombine again mia...

Yesterday Sor till 5 p.m. tiok back liao... back home bath and wear my pajamas at ''6.30p.m.'' wahaha.. then start watch movie liao... my 1st movie.. ''disaster movie'' 1 of the pretty parts of that movie is the IRON MAN appear front of the tornado and he try to stop the tornado .. suddenly the tornado blow a cow towards him and fill him up became a TIN MAN .. Ahahahaha .... then THE HULK turns, he says don make me angry....~ and blah blah blah in front of the tornado.. then suddenly he transform, transform till halfway his pants break and fly away~ wahahahahaah ...... laugh till i drop~ after that i watch PTU movie together with my mother .. then my mother watch till halfway beh tong and go sleep d... left me alone watch movie until midnight 12.30 a.m. Haha.. then light's off ... xD

BY2

2009-04-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

BY2 .. singapore citizen ... just 17 years old .... but their voice, so fragile.. can straight shoot to ur brain through ur ear, so soft like can break when touch..

i'm giving them 5 star's.. ^^o
( TWO THUMB"S UP )

姓名：（姐姐）白纬芬 Peh Weifen

英文名：Miko

生日：1992.3.23

身高：162cm

体重：43.5kg

国家：新加坡

专长：唱歌，跳舞，体操，自弹自唱，拉小提琴

爱好：逛街，唱歌给别人听

血型：o型

生肖：猴

星座：白羊座

形容自己：随意，不会那么挑剔

最喜欢的书：Based on life experience /true story

最喜欢的电影：Stomp the yard ,The last dance 丑女大翻身

最喜欢的男歌手：Justin Timberlake,JAY-z

最喜欢的女歌手：Avril Lavigne ,Beyonce,Britney Spears Rihanna , Ciara , Leona Lewis

最喜欢的组合：The Click Five , Linkin Park , Fort Minor,Sum41 , The Pussycat Dolls

最喜欢的电视节目：Stairway to Heaven,宫

最想和谁见面：Avril Lavigne,Beyonce,Jay-z,BOA

爱好：唱歌跳舞，音乐演奏，Shopping,环游世界

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姓名：（妹妹）白纬玲 Peh Weiling

英文名：Yumi

生日：1992.3.23

身高：161cm

体重：43kg

国家：新加坡

专长：唱歌，跳舞，体操，自弹自唱，拉小提琴

爱好：逛街，学习新的舞蹈，周游世界，喜欢热闹

血型：O型

生肖：猴

星座：白羊座

形容自己：喜欢交朋友也喜欢尝试很多新的事物. 好有挑战自己

最喜欢的书：Ben Carson

最喜欢的电影：The Chronicles of Narnia, Stowp the yard Honey, you got served

最喜欢的男歌手：Jay-z , Ne-yo , Enrique lglesias

最喜欢的女歌手：Avril Lavigne , Beyonce, Britney Spears , Rihanna ,BOA Favorite Bands/Groups

最喜欢的组合：Linkin park , Click five ,Pussycat Dolls ,t.a.t.u

最喜欢的电视节目：我猜我猜我猜猜猜

最想和谁见面：Avril Lavigne

爱好：逛街唱歌跳舞

学校：爱同学校永康中学

warm up before u make some aggressive exercise

2009-04-16T09:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to permata play badminton with zk, billy, wan ting, and another two person i dunno their names.. because of bo warm up tiok heong heong play 3 hours eh badminton, after back home my left leg was like patah ki.... can't bend and can't walk. WHOA~!! steam... !! ( i just ''tak awas''ly bend tiok my leg, it hurt~ )

After that we went to 1997 kopitiam for our breakfast~ when order drink , i kea gau gau ordered ''kopi O kao mai liao''.. it looks tasty, BUT!!! when drink~ it taste bitter !! drinkn 2nd time .... 3rd time .... The 4th time.... ..... .. my face totally ruined .... I tell zk yelled on the ''KOPI'' and ordered a soya .. and mix with my kopi ... and drink~ .. wah!! feeling really so bo same~ feel tiok hang fok .. haha.. and of course~ everyone eye was shotting on me ~ hmmm .. can't imagine that i'm full of '' kap yan lek'' wahahaha .. that day i'm the only one that ordered the most expensive drink.. total RM2.40 .. hahaha.

my 11th april 2009

2009-04-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

Afternoon was so bored~

so wanna write some rubbish on my blog .. hahaha

my bro and his friends were working on the turf club restoran, because of a friend of my bro can't attend to work.. so yesterday at 11a.m. when i was dreaming i am driving a Lamborghini sport's car.. and my si-beh-ieong bro came into my room 'cha' me wake up.. and nge nge wan me go to turf club be a 1-day part-timer.. Zz...

Step inside.. felt like going back to last time ( i was a ex-waiter there ) serving LC ppl again.. all ppl there so bo standard and such a ''ciau ka'' (hokkien) .. waste my time if wanna elaborate more about them! and my point is.... after i off my work i just realised .. ''MOTHER LEH'' my white shoe turn into kopi colour !!! y ?? because the stupid teko ''lau'' kopi.. damn.. after serving bird kaki's liao still need to sacrifice already accompanie me 2 years eh shoe~ That moment i macam wanna throw everything that in my reach... i ''behsong'ly'' went back home with my bro with his bike.. and .. walau leh!! my bro drive bike like ahma!!!! i bet if i blind in one eye i still can drive more fast than him!!

I reach home about 6.30p.m. what a day~ feel so angry and more angry!!! and suddenly receive tiok my gf eh call.. hahaha ... song si ~ ^o^ .. and she told me to meet her around 7p.m. at sunshine because she just finish celebrating her friend Bday party and went to sunshine sor sor .... wahahaha!! ko ka song!! ( cos mostly her uncle ikat her quite tight so we seldom have a chance to meet ).. after bath liao tiok run down to sunshine like thunder anea go meet her~ we pak toh till 9.45p.m. and i walked her to her friend house wait 4 her uncle to came cos her uncle about to fetch her around 10p.m. after the kiss i head back to my home..

Back home again.. after supper , do this do that, already 11.40p.m., lazy to bath d and straight stick my butt on my bed play ps2 ... play play play .. look on the clock again... 3a.m. .. si pek hau siao~ play game nia the time pass faster than light... after that drink a cup of milo then light's off.. my 2009 april 11'th had passed ...

the biggest worm

2009-04-12T00:36:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha .. just wanna ho ho give this pic a good compliment. . this pic was taken on the hotel when went to KL and genting trip with janice, cp and Hjun. I can't remember what time is it .. but when i open up my eyes , i saw jun covered with green towel and sleep on the sofa.. it look like green worms which means like the pic shown up there .... haha.. jun tried to delete it but she had fail!!! and i sent it to janice oso .. kek si her ... ahahaha (i am so mean) Zzz....

lame stuff

2009-04-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

it's 11.49 p.m. .. just now when eating supper, suddenly recall back something, ''OH NO'' i've given my word that i'm going to undate my blog .... so , gotta sit in front of my comp and complete it .. haha.. because of too bored at home after i resign from pacific .. at 7th april .... 1st time in my life i've bought something that really belongs to me with my own salary .. A PS2 . .wahahahaha .. ZZzz.. ( kindda out-dated d ) but i still syok wor.. wahahahaha ... swt~ .. whole set cost RM560... comes with 2 ori controller, 15 free games, a 8mb memo card and a small fan... before that, i've thinked, how long am i gonna spend on my ps2 on the very 1st day after i owned a ps2 ??? prediction was 4 hour .. haha.. guess what ~ yesterday 3.30 p.m. i've start playing .. rest at 6.30p.m. and went out for dinner and continue play again at 8p.m. then until 3.30 a.m. ...hahaha .. what a stupid 4 hour gonna do about that ~ then today morning i started at 11.10 a.m. .... until just now, look at the clock... WTF... it's already 11++p.m. ... i think i must be some kind of '' siao lang'' playing games and pass the whole afternoon without a sense ... hmm... now is 12.13 a.m. .. till here ... wanna start my ps again.. really siao d .... wahahaha.. sobx.... T.T ... ( could someone stop me from playing it ?? )

Zz...

2009-04-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

6th april ... time ... 9.56p.m. ... i've created a blog .. can't believe i'm now writing my 1st a blog in my life.... make me so uncomfortable when creating ... i've try on 6 GDmn name to find a suitable name for my blog publish name.. louis... cannot! louis-chan... cannot!! louis-chan-eng-siang..... still cannot!!! chan-eng-siang..... lagi cannot !!! i-love-you pun cannot !!! and atlast .. rouisukie ~ it works ... Zz....